( TW: suicidal thoughts... again )
Yo, school has sucked. I actually shouldn't be in school right now, being as numb as I am, but the Japanese students need me, apparently, so I'm going to finish off this quarter and be done with my Master's and take a break and hopefully be able to find it in me to love what I do again, in my year off.
Ah, yes. I suppose I haven't informed most of you on that -- I'm finishing this quarter, and then taking a year off to work or teach or sit at home or something, and then heading into whatever Ph.D. program will accept me (none). All that stands in the way is a week and a half, and approximately 70 pages between three research papers, none of which I've even done real research for because, funnily enough, I don't give a shit.
Yo, school has sucked. I actually shouldn't be in school right now, being as numb as I am, but the Japanese students need me, apparently, so I'm going to finish off this quarter and be done with my Master's and take a break and hopefully be able to find it in me to love what I do again, in my year off.
Ah, yes. I suppose I haven't informed most of you on that -- I'm finishing this quarter, and then taking a year off to work or teach or sit at home or something, and then heading into whatever Ph.D. program will accept me (none). All that stands in the way is a week and a half, and approximately 70 pages between three research papers, none of which I've even done real research for because, funnily enough, I don't give a shit.
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