Harumph.

[ltgmars]

You know, I'm usually pretty good at hiding any negative emotions I have, but sometimes I'm overwhelmed by my depression/anger/jealousy... depressed that I have to take some type of steroid that does almost no good (and makes me gain weight, too - as if I need any more of that), angry (mostly at myself) that I've been such a bad student lately, and jealous that I don't have someone I can depend on to lean my head against without making them feel uncomfortable, even if we're not in any type of special relationship (a minor part of the reason I was so sulky on the way back from Show Choir State competition). All of this has made me really stressed out for a while now, and a lot of things that are happening to me really aren't helping the situation.

It took an emotional argument with my mom and my not going to the second night of One Acts to realize the simple truth:

Me_{this past week} = whiney, ungrateful, irritable bitch
Me_{as a person} = coward who can't admit to her own mistakes

Sorry.