Harumph.

[ltgmars]

You know, I'm usually pretty good at hiding any negative emotions I have, but sometimes I'm overwhelmed by my depression/anger/jealousy... depressed that I have to take some type of steroid that does almost no good (and makes me gain weight, too - as if I need any more of that), angry (mostly at myself) that I've been such a bad student lately, and jealous that I don't have someone I can depend on to lean my head against without making them feel uncomfortable, even if we're not in any type of special relationship (a minor part of the reason I was so sulky on the way back from Show Choir State competition). All of this has made me really stressed out for a while now, and a lot of things that are happening to me really aren't helping the situation.

It took an emotional argument with my mom and my not going to the second night of One Acts to realize the simple truth:

Me_{this past week} = whiney, ungrateful, irritable bitch
Me_{as a person} = coward who can't admit to her own mistakes

Sorry.

Comments

[poppit.livejournal.com]

It's okay Nezzie, we all have our moments. *huggle*

[silvermask.livejournal.com]

Meep.

Steroids suck =\. I'm glad I haven't been on any in years o_x

[fiore777.livejournal.com]

Blah, bad grades mean next to nothing in my opinion. It is understandable that your grades have fallen due to higher and more important issues within your life. You can mail your head to me and I will lean it against someone XD Anyway, I hope the stress goes away soon or something happens to alliviate it. And I agree, everyone has their moments, in fact, everyone should have their moments. Life is never smooth. Anyway, by posting this, I do think you do have the courage, you admitted it to yourself, and others.

[aminrael.livejournal.com]

Nezzie, it's me and Rae.

We're sorry you're sad! Rae will kindly proceed to stuff you with cookies. She'll also find someone for you to luff and who will luff you back. (-Rae)

I hope I didn't bring on your jealousy of not having someone to lean on on the ride back from Show Choir. I was feeling alternately sick and then better the entire time, and Beefy was so convenient to lean on. (-Ilse)


We love you, Inez!

*kissy*

[crimson-idol.livejournal.com]

Hmm, you and I need to talk sometime darlin. Much has happened to the both of us recently.