ltgmars | Ten-day meme! Stolen from Nathalie.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

(May or may not be on my f-list. I cheated and did twelve people in ten messages.)

01. I think you're really fantastic and fun and friendly, but you care too much about grades. It's not about getting the A over the A-, it's about enjoying what you're learning. Constantly asking to talk about our homework would be fine if it weren't so obvious that you're doing it because you're worried about getting a good grade in the class. Certainly I want to get good grades, too, but I'm here to get something more than just grades out of my education. And I know you're here for that, too, because we geek out together pretty regularly. I just wish you'd let the grade-obsessed part of you float away.

02. I adore you, truly. ♥ I love talking to you about stupid things and personal things and everyday things and serious things. I'm glad we're such good friends, and I kind of get embarrassingly happy whenever I think about how quickly and easily we fell into it.

03. I never want to disappoint you. You have such high expectations for me, but I feel like I'm constantly failing you.

04. I never want to disappoint you. You don't know how much it means to me that you've never been disappointed in me. (You really do tire me out and frustrate me sometimes, but I love you. You mean so much to me.)

05. I don't like you, and I don't want to be friends with you. If I could, I'd drop this relationship in an instant, but it would affect other people. I feel so guilty about going on with this charade of "friendship" because it's mean to you (and even though I don't care for you, no one deserves meanness, even if he doesn't realize he's receiving it), and it's really deceitful of me. I'd much rather let us exist in our separate worlds and passively not care about you than actively dislike you the way I do.

06. I miss you.
06a. I owe you an e-mail.
06b. I hope you're doing okay.
06c. Deathly Hallows, Part 2 is definitely happening next summer, no matter what.

07. I'm sorry. You don't even understand how terrible I feel about this.

08. I'd offer to help you out if I weren't so damn busy. I'd be happy to do it once, but I can see you asking for prolonged involvement, and it honestly wouldn't be a commitment that I'd want to keep up without monetary compensation, which I wouldn't have the heart to ask for. So for now I'm just cheering you on.

09. I like you a lot. I'm glad we get along so well, and I'd really love to get to be really close friends over the coming months (years, even!).

10. How are you doing? We really need to start talking regularly again.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.