ponderance

[ltgmars]

It's a strange thing, having so many different types of people on my f-list. There are fanboys and fangirls from a few different fandoms (mainly Tenipuri), people that I met and friended on LJ without a specific fandom in mind, people I know from online communities and such, people I know through other people, and my RL lovelies. Sometimes I feel as though I should cater my LJ to whomever reads it, but then I realize that too many different people read it to do any proper "catering". And then I realize it's a stupid idea anyway, because I'm not going to compromise who I am or pick and choose which parts of myself I present, just to please everyone. You're reading my LJ for one reason or another, so you're going to have to accept the entire package, whether or not each post has something that you can relate to. I respect you for who you are, you respect me for who I am, and we're all happy.

My point?

Some of you are sick of it already, some of you can't get enough of it, and some of you don't care. But I'm doing it anyway.



HOMGSOCUTE.


Unlike some of you, I don't care that much about shower orgies.

But it seems to be getting more dramatic, ne? Or something. The dramatic music is pumping, the kids are shouting, and they all look all serious and stuff, but for all I know, they're just talking very solemnly about melon bread and My Coffee. (Two points to whomever catches that reference.)

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[fiore777.livejournal.com]

XD; It is good to know a variety of people, that's why there are so many people to meet out there ^^

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Ah, that's true. I guess I'm just paranoid that people don't like me (I'm one of those people who can't stand not being liked). XD

[fiore777.livejournal.com]

If people didn't like you why would they have you as a friend? :P!

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean, but I wish I could say with total honesty I don't still worry about boring half of my flist to tears. But no one's left yet (maybe some of them feel obligated to stay for whatever reason, I don't know).

And, I was putting off watching PPD4 to work with Photoshop but I guess it can wait for another 23 minutes or so.

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

I think some of my RL friends feel obligated to read my fandom posts even if they don't care one bit about any of it. XD And for the record, I read all of everyone's posts, and they're all interesting to me, so I think you're okay. :D

PPD4 or Photoshop... Dang, that's tough. >< I like Photoshop. It's fun to take a picture and make it really, really scary.

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

I only have one RL friend on my flist, and she likes all the same fandoms so I'm safe there. Then I have some people I've met in RL, but do most of my socializing with online... they're the ones who I'm probably boring. Unless they've already filtered me out. XD;

Well, if I want any skins to be ready in the near future... meh, the KenKen one is coming along nicely though. I fought with the playlist for ages and I think it's really stupid and simple, but no one will probably even care so it can stay like that. ~_~

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

*mental note* 'Reply to this', not 'Post a new comment' ><

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Well, some people just don't appreciate a good fangirling session, but that's their loss and not yours, ne? XD

All of your skins are wonderful, so I'm sure it looks fabulous even if you say it doesn't. :P And KenKen skin, yay... can I get a sneak peek when you're finished with it? PURIIZU? ><

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

I imagine at least one of them has at some point cursed at their monitor wishing I'd shut about obscure Japanese musicals already (or the individuals involved). But sadly, it's a big part of my life XD; And more interesting to write about than "Day went as usual. Bought juice."

Yeah yeah, just ignore me, I'm as usual horribly critical about what I make. And of course you can have a sneak peek, though I'm most likely uploading it right after I'm finished with it anyway... or want a sneak peek now? I could show you a screenshot. :p

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Hahahaha, I'd love to see more "bought juice" posts on my f-list. They're a change of pace. XD And I never commented on your recent photo post because I suck D:, but yay for pretty pictures of sunsets (and bugs on flowers)!

We're all critical of things we do. I hate my writing, but most people like it. ^^;; And screenshot, yes! :3

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

That's okay, and bugs on flowers are generally >< for me, but I was testing my camera's zoom.

I guess you're right, I like your writing. :D And here's a screenshot (http://img54.imageshack.us/img54/6025/kentravelgx6.jpg). I picked that pic over my other options because I already liked the background and the color scheme.

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Bugs in general are >< for me. I think we have a beehive somewhere on our house, because there are at least four bees constantly zipping around my computer corner. T_T

And I like your graphics. :D Wahhh, that looks great. I love the seamless feel of it. I can't wait till you finish it! *will probably use it as her skin* And when you post it, you could probably post the other one you made, too, because I'm sure that there are some new fans who haven't seen it. :3

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

How are you still sitting there?? >< I'd be like "RUUNNNN!" at the sight of a bee. But spiders are still the worst, I don't know where this arachnophobia comes from but it's always been strong.

Thanks, I bet you'll make your mother happy with that. XD; And yeah, I'll try to remember to post the other one too, or at least the link to the post.

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

I've gotten used to them. They don't usually touch me, and I'm cool with that. If one brushes against me, though, I run into the kitchen and jump around until I'm sure it's not latched onto me. =_= And everyone's afraid of spiders (I am, too). Dunno what's so bad about them, but they're creepy, ne? Maybe it's the extra two legs or something. Or the lack of thorax.

Oh, I think my mother's given up on me. After I named my laptop KenKen, changed the My Computer icon to a Kamakari icon, used to a Kamakari desktop wallpaper, and tested my printer/scanner/copier by rescanning one of my Kamakari photosets, I'm pretty sure she knows that she's lost. XD And yay! When do you think you'll be done? (No pressure to finish quickly or anything, I'm just curious. ^^;; )

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

That reminds me of what happened a week ago at my friend's grandmother's place - we were sitting outside when she noticed something white on my leg, and once I realized it was a huge white spider I jumped half a meter into the air and then proceeded to jump around like a proper nutcase. (And strangely, I know many people who aren't at all afraid of spiders. And they love to dangle them in front of my face and watch me run.)

I tried to finish it today, but it'll probably be tomorrow (er... later today), as it's REALLY late and I need to go sleep. But all and all it hasn't taken that long considering I was inspired to start another skin which is also almost done. I never learn. =_=

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

There was this one time a few years back when there was a daddy longlegs crawling up the wall, and I spotted it and freaked out. Then my brother came over, looked at it, and squished it with his thumb, all the while with me screaming "What are you doing?! Noooooo~!" in the background. So there was a splotch of spider guts on the wall, surrounded by skinny little legs. Worst. Thing. Ever. ><;;;;

You're just such an overachiever in your doing-too-many-things-at-once-ness. :3 What's the other skin of?

Also, just remembered... I have a domain (http://www.still-gorgeous.net/) now, so if you want webspace on that instead of using the 83.149.102.207 thing (if you still use it), let me know. :D

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

>< Daddy longlegs >< My brother usually just chucks them out the window while I freak out. Once I found a spider web in a hard-to-reach corner of my room... it took me much effort just to reach there and vacuum it, and only because I didn't want to get too close to the creepy crawly thing.
Ooh, and that reminded me of a picture I saw somewhere, of a HUGE spider behind someone's wallclock... just it's legs were showing from underneath it. ><;; (When did the conversation turn to this?)

I might be an overachiever, but it's usually in the most useless of things. Why wasn't I like this in school? :S Probably because math wasn't as fun. And the other skin is a Saitou&Aoyagi one, because I've been listening to their CD too much. ♥

And a domain, wicked. Do you think I could now make that little page I've been thinking about? And yeah, I've been using that 83.149.102.207 til now, and I've finally started to remember the numbers without checking too. XD;

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

People keep telling me that daddy longlegs(es) are harmless, but they're seriously creepy. Since they're so big and gangly, I can't kill them like I usually kill bugs and small spiders, which is where I lure them onto a big sheet of paper, I run to the bathroom once they're crawling around on it, I smack the paper against toilet until the buggies fall in, and then I flush. It's a good way to kill bugs without having to get that close to them or feel them squish through a tissue. ><
I think I've seen that picture... or maybe I've read too many Garfield comics in my life. XD (It's an interesting conversation, albeit creepy. We all have nice little bug stories to share.)

Hehehe, SaiRui is like the forbidden fruit of RPS (I don't ship them, but plenty of people do). I'm sure your almost-finished-skin is perfectly legal, though. XD

Yesyes, you can do whatever you want. My webspace is your webspace. :D E-mail me (ltgmars@hotmail.com) what you want your user/pass/subdomain to be, and I'll get it set up soon. :D And I got used to typing 83.149.102.207 really quickly because I use it so much. I still don't know the IP address for the server that my domain is on, though, even though my friend has been hosting me on that server for years. ><

[crayonsun.livejournal.com]

Yosh! The KenKen skin is finished! I improved it a bit and now I'm much happier with it. :3 I'll upload it in a bit and then make a post...

I actually feel bad about killing bugs, so I try to get them out of the window rather than squash them. I'm probably too empathic or something. Except mosquitoes. Those I kill a bunch every year. XD; But if all else fails, I use the flush technique too.

I can't help but ship SaiRui, they're just too cute. And like I mentioned in one post, I feel less weird about it after meeting my 29-year-old cousin's 17-year-old girlfriend (that he's been seeing for quite some time). Sheesh.
And well, the skin should be legal, it's very neutral and just made from one of the wintermyu bromides. XDD

And thank you! Now I have to figure real quick if I want that page to have a name... and I'm notoriously bad at coming up with anything. Guh. I'll email you as soon as I think of something.

[moonrainty.livejournal.com]

I completely understand...T^T I am those who TRIES to feed ppl on my flist things they want to know/are interested (because I like to be liked! bite me! xD) but sometimes I really do pitty those who have me on the flist who is not into KenKen/Kazuki/Hyotei or fangirling about random stuff. But then most people who would put me on my flist knows about that before they friend me.

My point is, it's your BLOG right? just write whatever you feel like to~! If people really don't care, they will skip it and just respond to those they know about~ ^^

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Heh, who wouldn't love your journal? It's my daily dose of Hyoutei fangirling. XD

And yes, that's true. I should stop worrying about it. :3

[sexyturtle.livejournal.com]

I could have sworn you hated DearS...(points!)

I think there was something about My Coffie in DearS. I'm sure of melon bread though.

I'm way off, right?

[sexyturtle.livejournal.com]

I can't belive that an I snunk into coffee. It should have been another e, and I know that. So yeah.

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

It's okay. I expect typos from you. XD

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Two points! :D And yeah, I didn't like DearS all that much, but it's good for obscure anime references.

There was a creepy student who brought girls into an abandoned room and seduced them with My Coffee. It was exciting. XD

[coldwrapped.livejournal.com]

You're reading my LJ for one reason or another, so you're going to have to accept the entire package, whether or not each post has something that you can relate to. I respect you for who you are, you respect me for who I am, and we're all happy.

Exactly why I rarely filter my entries, even though I'm sure people would really like me to sometimes. And even though I'm not into all the same fandoms you are, I still read the entries because you can never tell when I will get into new things. :)

But you're superspiffycoolness anyway so don't worry about it. *smooch*

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

I could make filters for things if I wanted to, but I know that some people like reading random things every once in a while. A couple of my RL friends like to make fun of my fangirling sometimes, so I can't deprive them of that. XD

Never get into Tenipuri. It'll devour your soul, and you'll never get it back. ><

And you're superspiffycoolness, too. *glomp*

[trinityhelix.livejournal.com]

i have a somewhat diverse f-list too, and it's really great to have lots of fandoms to check up on. i never get bored of screencaps, that's for sure! XD

*squeezes*

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Screencaps make the world go 'round. XD I like looking at them, too, even if I have no idea what's going on. :D

*hugs*

[ruebert.livejournal.com]

XD What always freaks me out is that I have friends on my flist from work. Friends who have no idea what anime I watch and who don't care about them whatsoever. XD *feels SO sorry for them after this weekened, but they chose to friend me, so they'll just have to deal*

My flist is SO cracked: comic book geeks, anime/manga fans, people who work for the company I work for, my own coworkers, people I've known in RL for years, random people I pick up from gods-know-where, people who deal with the same gendershit I deal with. It's rather impressive, but I do feel somewhat dorky posting so much about my shows at times.

[ltgmars.livejournal.com]

Aw, so you can't talk about coworkers behind their backs? Sadness. :(

And I'm pretty sure everyone on your f-list loves you for your dorky posts about cartoons. Seriously, the dorkier a person is, the more fun it is to make fun of him. You're just fueling the fire, donchaknow.